Being a Somebody....

I felt like crying.... Don't put a blame on me! I wasn't supposed to do this.... But somehow growing old is suck! i remember when being a childhood, we don't have to worry about everything, anything! We play happily, without any worries at all.... I don't want to be 19!!! Many problem... My life is full of complicated... :( I love my family, so much in fact! But somehow, i hurt myself by thinking that they don't love me.... :( (positive thinking eyla) I fall for Edward Cullen (twilight Movie)...i don't mind being a vampire lover! he's handsome and romantic guy... I wish i am Bella... Hahaha... The best word I've ever heard from him is "You are my life now". He is freaking adorable... I wish i were meant for him... huhuhu.... sorry syg, i liking him! :P don't be jealous...